'Cause you said, said she was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love

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Monday, November 24, 2008

i have a mixture of feelings now, not happy ones but the other way round.



nothing is for sure. not friendship, not wealth, not health, not love... maybe not love.

someday last week, a few sentences in a msn window appeared in front of me which left me speechless and appalled. i stared at her with disbelief after she nodded to acknowledge, acknowledge the fact that they, have seperated.
no idea when was the last time she teared, but that night, i knew that she was way beyond heart-broken.

i have to admit, i didnt do much to give her moral support nor lighten her agony within her soul for that few days. because she appeared to be as per normal, i thought i shouldnt behave overly concerned which might have reminded her of the pain. but how could i neglect her forceful smiles.. her hidden meaning behind "aye you must talk to me more lei".. and those sorrowful melodies played every night before she's finally able to get to rest.

im a bad sister, a selfish daughter, a self-centered girl.

when i should stick closer to her and try all means to make her smile, im outside enjoying with my fellow friends.
when i should give her my warmest hug, im here laying my fingers on the lappy.


sorry sister, you can rely on me okay?
bobby will be by your side too ;)