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Thursday, August 21, 2008

talking about pathetic, im the winner.



yesterday, my elec module lecturer rang me up.
she told me that i had to ask my parents or friends to hand in the MC to MM office
before my test on thursday, or else it'll be considered as fail.

okay, next moment mom drove my sis and i to SP.
why did i go? because both of them had no idea how to go and where is the office etc.
walked around like a fool, cos i wasnt sure of where the MM office is situated as well.
on the way, saw mr see toh.
obviously he was shocked by the pox on my face, and said i shouldnt be there(ya i know).

upon reaching, filled in forms and handed them my MC.
us: okay, then when is her retest?
they: er... there is no retest.
us: huh? no retest? then what?
they: she'll have to retake her module next semester.
us: why retake?! cant you like arrange her to take the test tml in an isolated room?
they: oh, by right she cant come to the campus cos she's having chickenpox. it's contagious.
us: then cannot like get someone to invigilate at our house for the test?
they: sorry, we dont provide this kind of service.

my mom made quite a Hoo haa in the office for awhile...

they: actually, it also have to depend on the rest of her course work. If her results is good, then she'll just have to take the test in next sem, and not the whole module.

my mom took over again...


i was thinking, in this case, most prob im gonna retake the module
as my coursework and stuffs didnt do very well.
anw, we left after my mom'd finished with her words.
sis and mom were swearing in the car, all the while i didnt say much...

im tired already.
this is absurd, this is unfair.
yet there is nothing i can do.
why is my life in such a big mess all of a sudden?

if everything is right,
i should be taking my test this evening at 6pm.
i should be getting myself a job already with doreen yesterday.
i should be celebrating my sis's birthday with her tml.
i should be working, and meeting up with friends after i knocked off.
i should be receiving my pay in weeks time and hit the town for shopping.

merely a few days, things had turned out so differently.
very demoralizing for me.
whenever i attempt to accept and get on with it, tribulations come to my doorsteps.
so what's up? testing my vulnerability ya?
bring it on.